unlike many posts on this blog, I never WANTED to quit….
I loved cigarettes since the first day I saw them being smoked. My mother was a smoker and watching that plume of smoke exhale from her nose and mouth was like watching a magician do his/her thing.
The first time I was left alone while my parents went out, no babysitter, no older brother, just me…..I pulled out that cig. of my moms’ I had hidden just for that very moment. It must have been at least 6 months old. I was 9 years old. I lit that baby and puffed it in front of the mirror watching in amazement that I too, was now a majician.
A few years later, when I was 11 and attending a “teeny bopper” club, an older boy bet me I wasnt truley inhaling and the stakes were a carton of magnum cigs they sold right there in the club! Well, after following the instructions, I inhaled deeply and won the carton—–after coughing my a## of, of course!
It was then at that very moment I fell IN LOVE with smoking. I knew all along I wasnt doing it right, but had no instruction until then.
Now, Im 32 years old and had a CT scan for an unrelated issue and the DRs found 15 noncalcified nodules scattered about both lungs.
At that point, it became less of a choice- I HAD to STOP. I had never once even dabbled the idea of quitting…
A friend of 15 years heard the news and told me about the Joye510. I became so interested, I bought one that night! Every analog I smoked until it arrived made me feel like crap (GUILTY), as I knew these nodules could be cancer and Im not doing anything to stop the progression because for the first time in my life—-I realized I was actually ADDICTED.
I toyed with the thought that its not the nicotine, its the action of smoking I was addicted to, but an hour w/out a cig. proved that theory wrong. Sucking on an empty pen shell just didnt do the trick. Then, Id light another.
Two days after ordering my 510, it arrived. I actually liked it! I let my reg cigs run out and then used my 510 instead. 3 days later, I realized I was actually doing the “undoable”….23 years of chain smoking……stopped just that easy.
Later during my second week with Joye 510, I went to a club, and being a little shy to bring my 510 e-cig to the club, I decided to pocket it and bring a pack of my regular brand analogs. I lit the first one, coughed, puffed, and put it out. Its not that it was just gross (it was), or that it felt funny in my hand(it did), or the smoke burned my eyes (it did), but whatever the difference in nicotine delivery, I WANTED the 510. I actually craved the vapor.
Im sure the way you breathe to smoke/vape is completely different and all, but it seemed I wanted the delivery of the e-cig, not the burning, funny feeling, gross smelling analog.
I started on 36mg juice, and since June/09, I have reduced my nicotine level to 11mg and my next few orders will consist of 11mg and 0mg nicotine. I have had NO PROBLEM reducing the nic. levels, no jitters, nothing. I can HONESTLY say I have quit smoking, no problem, and I WILL quit NICOTINE ALL TOGETHER with the help of an electronic cigarette!
Im still waiting for the nodules to grow and be biopsied, so no word on if its lung cancer or not yet, but piece of mind knowing I have done everything in my power to stop the cause of any harm done sure is a great feeling!
I did it, and did it in a way that I enjoy. I dont think Ill ever quit vaping, as I stated earlier, I do it for the majic of it all-the thing that attracted me to start….. and now I can do what I enjoy without the guilt!
I quit the FIRST time – VERY successfully!!!